At 9:27PM tonight, I found myself asking the question...what was there to love about today exactly? I'm not sure I can even bullet point love/& loathe for you right now. I'mma try but then I might fuckin narrate in between! Ugh..
I woke up this morning with this in mind. Do something positive and different today and start living a "life".But then we had this emergency meeting today and all of sudden I found my solo plans of doing something exciting cancelled. Guess I gotta start my life another day...
Loathe:
I worked 11 hours today.
Because I still seem sick at work, they made me wear a mask.
3 totally different people told me over the past 2 days that I need to get laid and it's only Tuesday.
My toes is jacked.
I'm too tired to cook.
I'm too tired to go to the grocery store.
I may work 11 hours tomorrow.
I don't think I'll get a day off until next week.
I felt fat today. Fat and wearing a mask...Hmm, sexy shit, yo....
I ran only 20 minutes cuz I'm fucking TIRED.
It rained.
It continued to rain.
It poured.
My last 2 periods were faint and light and today it was a bloody fuckin ugh!..I thought my fucking vagina was caving in on me
The fact that someone would even think of telling their "marriage" therapist about me.
Fuckin dumb-asses
Fuckin dumb asses who don't know how to drive shit in the rain.
Fuckin dumb asses who are just fuckin dumb.
I tried to fart earlier and it was stuck in my asshole.
The fact I don't have time to get drunk and drunk dial or drunk text Mr. Cali so I'm contemplating "delirious after 11 hour work day" emailing his ass to tell him I love him....we don't know if it's right or wrong but we gotta loathe the shit anyways...
Love:
The fact that some of the events in the past few days have proven to me that I am not vunerable and I'm not a fuckin dumb ass.
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